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what next?

aside from the upcoming stanza thing and yet to be confirmed festivalry in the summer it’s going to be a bit of a lean old time for poetry this next while. not because i don’t have any to work on or that i’m not writing any, just i’ll be writing less and ignoring the horror that is editing for the time being. mainly because i’ve kind of rediscovered prose partly by way of realising i haven’t done any seriously for five years! unacceptable! so, hopefully finishing one bunch of short stories and working on another.

oddly, after so long i can feel a real difference in process. it takes longer for a start! but in some ways it’s also much more involving. a poem i write and then it’s kind of done, ideal for short attention span but there isn’t much after that beyond tinkering about with the language. with the short story i’m finding i can relax into the characters, let them do the storytelling! i’m not sure the two are mutually exclusive but certainly my head has to be in entirely different spaces to do either.

so to visual work. after a couple of days off i’m back at what i’m referring to as the ‘as yet untitled drawing work’. I’m about a third of the way thru this and, despite the labour intense nature of it, still reasonably enjoying it. it is, however, entirely in black and white, so i’m needing colour the way a drunk man needs the bottle. but no colour for me until work no 3 is complete and the ideas for 4 and 5 mapped out. i’ll be doing two more big canvasses for the summer (when the studio is halfway ‘warm’ and the paint’ll actually dry.

other than that organising the next bit of swiss lounge output. new software should alight soon so that’ll be a new learning experience if nothing else. after that two multi-artist installation things are in the works, neither of which i’m planning in taking part in beyond logistics but, if they come off, promise to be really interesting.

in the mean time i’m well down memory lane as the house environment responds to a call to join the flock. it’s great!

dundee

top thanks to andy jackson for roping me in to the stanza preview thing last night.

despite being just up the road, the fact there’s an art college has just kind of passed me by. every so often we’ll see that duncan of jordanstone has its degree show on but, unlike edinburgh, shamefully i’ve never set foot in the place. edinburgh, which has a lovely big exhibition space right at the front of it, is a big staired and wide corridored affair, a place that, at festival time, is almost free of students. indeed, aside from festival visits, i’ve only been there once for an episode of quite fabulous drunken-ness.

not so, duncan’s. from the outside the building i was in is quite…of its time but it just goes to prove that it’s not what’s on the outside that counts (if i was designing an artschool i’d start at hundertwasser and work forward but hey ho, that’s just me). once i was in it was a warren of workspaces and lockers (i love those artschool big wooden lockers) and all i wanted to do was get in there and poke about rather than do what i was there for. that old adage about education being wasted on the young while not true has its moments as you wanser about and wonder just what it would be like if you had twenty fours hours of freedom in such a place.

and then the stanza crew – andy, tim eleanor et al. i blow hot and cold with stanza mainly, i think, because i’m always comparing it retrospectively. once i’m there of course it’s always a good year and, even if i’m not seeing much, there’s always people i know, places to go. the same this year as eleanor was doing her intro – i was reminded just how fabulous a thing stanza is. this year there’s seems a greater diversity of things, not less and it’s great to see creative scotland being involved in support.

but back to the art college thing. i met folk who were working at the college and students who were studying there. we blethered about all manner of things to do with words, imagery, collaboration, integration. watchwords for me! as when i was doing the poetry classes in the high school i was struck by how motivated everyone was. fair enough i’ll allow for circumstances in both cases and accept that working in education must have its moments but, by and large, my experiences with education types and the people studying, have been wholly uplifting. which, given the stark contrast with where i work, is a bit sad.

however, that wasn’t what i was talking about last night. it struck me that one of things poetryland has been really into recently has been science. while that’s not a bad thing there does, for me, seem to be a tendency to equivocation (particularly by the poetry people)in terms of its representative function that, having a foot firmly in both camps, seems a bit tenuous at times. poetry is not science no matter how much it wants to be or how much science itself can be poetry.

art on the other hand. poetry absolutely is art and vice versa and yet, despite all the science/poetry collaboration shenanigans going on and a rich but, in my opinion, fairly narrowly defined discussion around ekphrasis, there seems precious little between the (other) arts and poetry. of course this could be massive ignorance on my part! take videopoetry for example. much as it’s grand to see (and better to take part in) i find it disappointing that too often, even if the images are lovely, all videopoetry seems to be is someone reading while pictures flash by ( a criticism i’m not alone in but see here for evidence i may be wrong). coming from that time in the nineties when remixing music might mean sampling just the tiniest bit of the original track and running with it. i remember the sense of freedom and opportunity the first time i heard something and it sounded nothing remotely like the original.

something similar, i think, needs to happen with regard to poetry and its re-presentation. the word is not sacred, the work of the poet not sacrosanct – if everything can be poetry then we can make anything out of poetry. (coincidentally i was looking at a website the other days in which words are baked and eaten – at stanza it appears there will be a similar baking input!) one of the reasons i like translation so much as it’s a method of getting you inside the poet’s (and translator’s) head and right into the poem itself. it seems to me that by collaborating with artists in other fields not only can we do this but get beyond that point and into the language and the word itself.

so that was kind of the thing i found myself thinking and talking about last night. and while the above might sound a wee bit like a manifesto towards the making of more things i like (and, i say, what would be wrong with that!?) there was also that aspect, esp if you live in a wee town that, while the internet is all fair and good, actual face to face contact with real people just can’t be beat. what a joy there is in going and seeing something and coming away with your mind brimming with ideas. that, i think, is exactly the sort of function we should allow our educational institutions to have…

split screen

i’m happy to say that i’m in red squirrel’s split screen, an anthology of poems based on films. as such i’ll be at the college of art in dundee next thursday (16th) at 1800 and at stanza doing the same on march 18th. as far as i’m aware (and these are loose plans!) there’ll be a whole gamut of people reading so it should all be highly entertaining. i’d post more links but i don’t have any!

winnowing

so, the installation is finally set up in fife. of course it wouldn’t have been part fo the joy had it not had its mishaps. having prepped everything i needed my drill failed within about ten minutes. cue a dash back into st andrews and a shiny new drill. hint to self – good tools cost money because they work!

anyway, the thing itself was made around the notion of moby dick and that last bit in the odyssey where odysseus reveals to penelope that despite the fact he’s just back, he’s going to be off on his travels again on the say so of teirsias. the piece consists of six oars mounted into branches. the tallest oar, at the front is pasted with pages from moby dick. the remaining five oars are covered in leaves, painted and have both greek and english text from (samuel butler’s translation) of the odyssey as well as some more text from moby dick. for me making it i was thinking about the notion of male obsession and folly. so far, it appears i’m the only one thinking about it!

at the end of the day tho i find myself fairly pleased with it. it looks good and, esp over the last week of making, was well worth all the faff that went into the initial work on it. it’s on site from today until the march sometime. after that, assuming it hasn’t been damaged, it’ll most likely be in the studio. here’s a couple of pics (bad photography alert!!!)

upcoming and top tips!

and, finally, after much glueing, small frustrations and whatnot i’ll be off to cambo in fife on wednesday to get my installation set up. the evidence that it’s been all a bit last minute can be seen around the house in the form of leaves,chunks of wool,  brushes, bits of polystyrene and today, not least, most of the bathroom being occupied by one of t’s giant felt sculptures (she’s off elsewhere being stressed but that’s another story!).

tips for making stuff to a deadline -

- give yourself a timeline. allow a certain amount of time and then add 50%, particularly if you’re trying out ‘new techniques’. plus, for the procrastinators amongst it allows for that ever so valuable thinking time

- if you must use metal do not assume, just because you’re too lazy to go to the shop, that gesso will make do as a substitute for metal primer.

- good kit for holding the work is totally worth the manufacture (there’s a reason painterly types use easels – they’re great). as i was using oars for this, making something to hold them upright rather than leaning them against the wall mad a massive difference.

- remember that paint/glue etc has to dry. if you’re working in a studio (like i am) whose ambient temperature is just above freezing it’ll take twice as long as well as messing with how your media work. frustrating? oh yes!

and many others! as is usual every day was a learning day and i’ve still the set up to do which will have it s own problems. that said, sitting putting the finishing touches on i found myself thinking about what comes next, whether it’s the drawing, the painting, the writing or just a bit of reading (this last a bit more likely in the immediate short term as i’m feeling a bit burst!). it’s amazing what you can get done in the absence of drinking or tv (or, as has been pointed out, the absence of any form of social life)!

i do think tho, that however it might manifest itself having a big chunk of creative time in your life is, without getting too claire tomalin about it, an implicitly healthy thing. the room where i’ve been working – full of books, paper, pens, paint and a guitar. what more could you need!?

brushes and whatnot

the lovely painting continues, well okay maybe it’s not so lovely but one thing that has made it lovelier is the acquiring of new brushes. back in the day i was quite the man for my brushes. in the interim i seem to have lost that instinct. cheap but functional you might say if only they had been that functional. true, i kind of like that trail of shed hair to give some insight into my production but for this last i definitely didn’t want that. and off to the brush shop.

what a revelation. or maybe it is only to someone who perhaps ‘isn’t the brightest’. when it comes to housepainting i hate a cheap brush – one of the things i like about that activity is getting the brushes out and putting on some decent paint (i.e. not from b&q). and, strangely enough it’s the same with painty paint brushes! so, getting used this week have been a peachy new 2 inch brush (surely the verticoli of my brush box), a textile fan and fine brush, and another sable fine (both size 0). that brush geek enough!?

anyway, other stuff i’m learning. after a howler last year when i got asked to make another picture similar to one i’d already done and realising i couldn’t actually remember how i done it i’ve been much more conscientious about making notes as i’m working. aside from avoiding obvious fits of the stupids it does avoid the above and the repetition of the same mistakes. notebooks are also great for sketches, ideas and.. notes. i like my notebooks big time (note:  moleskin = wrong)

what else have i learned. one i should have picked up from an acquaintance who knows better than me is be well cautious about making work for someone’s exhibition, preferably only use what you’ve got. it may be, if you’re from poetryland, that place cyril connolly described as ‘jackals snarling over an empty well’ (i’m paraphrasing) you might have the idea that artyworld is somehow better organised what with all those galleries and stuff. sadly not so. in artyworld just because someone says they’ll do a thing that doesn’t mean it’ll be getting done and if it does it most certainly won’t be on time. never be in a position where these people owe you money. i’m just saying….

talking of which i had a bit of an outburst today when t informed me of a gallery who were charging 60% commission and still expecting the artists to pay the vat! you’d be as well selling on the street. but of course artyworld doesn’t operate like that… which is a shame as when i was by the studio today i met christy in a state of near hypothermia. people with that sort of commitment don’t need a gouging from a gallery on top of the rest.

anyway, me i’ve got a pristine new canvas hanging in the (now leaf free) studio. it looks great and, once it gets warmer, i’m going to do two more in the same series. the drawing pieces continue. i write some poetry. i do some writing. still haven’t sorted out distances tho

lazy, lazy, lazy

world of leaf

it’s not like i’m not writing at the moment just that it’s taken a back seat to other things. i was back at it this last couple of days and finding it really quite soothing tho at the same reminding myself that it’s not entirely without a deadline component.

that deadline component is much more prevalent with what the writing has taken a back seat to. i’ve got a painting thing i have to get finished by the middle of next month. sure i thought, that’ll be no problem and it wasn’t, at least until i decided i’d be using a bigger canvas than normal. it’s not so much that i’m having to use a different technique, tho i kind of am. more that there’s just more….

but that’s more or less going swimmingly. the next deadline is for an installation piece at the beginning of february. i’ll not say much about that beyond that it involves leaves and glueing them to metal which is why i’m just after arriving back home after yet another frustrating swear fest at the studio. if anyone knows a decent way to get leaves to bond to metal i’d love to hear it. currently all my glue options are failing, i’m unconvinced my primer is forming a decent key and i’ve also discovered that the frustration with 3m spraymount continues as i discover that while it may be utterly useless for sticking things it does dissolve car paint!

and did i get the paypal thing sorted for distances? no i did not. beginning of the week, honest….

the moral of the story being that it’s not good to take on too many things, esp at the time of year when your day job is most likely to be at its most busy

prole

i’m happy to say that i’m in prole magazine this month. it’s always nice to be published but, for me, it’s the people who make the difference and the communication i’ve had with brett and phil, for it is they who are prole, have been a joy.

i’ve been banging on about this a lot recently but once more in case you blinked and missed it – the ‘art’ is all fair and good but it’s the people element that can add so much more. working with people who actually get out and make things can be a very synergistic process. i like prole for those very reasons and will be buying copies based on that alone. i urge you to do the same!

new video

still no distances link on the sidebar you ask? that is true but sometime soon i’ll figure out paypal. in the meantime i came across a couple of videos floating about in the ether. the first is from the street weaving thing i was involved in last year seeing which brought back all sorts of happy memories of rocio, stefanie and all the rest. my best to you all where-ever you are! all the other people in that are just people who were passing by and fancied playing with some wool. a fine way to spend an afternoon!

the second is part of a reading i did with soutar writers couple of weeks ago there’s some sweariness at the beginning in case you’re at work or have children running about (it’s very brief). it does have a first read of one of the lazarus poems tho. it was a nice wee night and very well attended which can only be good for perth.

Why a Street Weave with Rocio Jungenfeld and Morgan Downie from Stefanie Tan on Vimeo.

reading at resonate

so off we went to the resonate arts house in alloa for their international festival and to see how people would respond to distances. i was a tad miffed at the prints as the foam board we’d had for the mounts absorbed the spray mount and bubbled the finish. naturally only me and t noticed this but that’s not the point!

the couple of times i’ve been down to resonate have been great – alloa’s best times, it could be argued, are well past but to have such a space in this wee town id just great and the fact that it manages without any need of grant etc from a central funder is even more amazing. angela and the rest of them do a great job – it’s worth going out of your way to get down and see them just to coast on some of that enthusiasm. other scottish towns should take note.

a great turn out and an abundance of art on the walls. if there wasn’t something there for you could engage with i’d be very surprised. i did a brief bit of speaking and a couple of poems from the prints – they seemed to go down well – watch out for the pictures in the alloa advertiser! i had a gran chat with some of the people and, as with the reading at the festival, a surprise appearance from the past from rachel, who i haven’t seen in what must be the last fifteen years. even back then she was nagging me to get some work out so it was great to finally say here it is!

the only person who wasn’t there was roxana whose presence was limited to my mp3 stuck to the wall. i’m very taken with her versions of the poem so here they all are here

the water brother

the tea drinker’s poem

perfect day

demeter

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